holding On

Happiness.
miles away.
Here.
there's only betray.

pushed away.
not wanted and shunned.
and after everything.
there is no refund.

you cant get back the past.
there's barely any hope.
day by day it's getting worse.
tumbling down a painful slope.

Once standing tall.
on a hill so high.
without a care.
and not having to try.

but one wrong move.
and you lose it all.
regretting and hoping.
the harder you fall.

but you manage to clutch.
the edge of a rock.
slipping and slipping.
with every tick of a clock.

yet rocks tumble after.
knocking away at each try.
to pull yourself up.
back up to the sky.

so nobody knows.
about That guy.
barely holding on.
and just might Die.