In Darkness There Is Light

Sometimes I feel like I have no one,
I'm standing in a crowd,
I try to scream as loud as I can,
But I don't seem to make a sound

I wish that things were different,
Even though I know they aren't.
I can't believe I'm saying this,
But it's begun to tear up my heart.

I see them as they walk away,
From the things they left unsaid,
I see them as they grow apart,
Its becoming a new trend.

I can't help but think that things will soon be over,
For a justifiable reason,
They keep fighting of the same damn things,
Committing the same silent acts of treason.

I've given up trying to fight,
Because I know how it will turn out.
Can I really be blamed for walking away
when their love is clouded by doubt?

The only thing that keeps me sane
is remembering his face.
His deep sea eyes will always haunt me,
He'll help me finish out my race.

I never said my life was perfect,
In fact I know most of it is built on lies,
But in the end all I can see his face,
Its like watching a beautiful sun rise.

I've given up on my family
ever being whole again.
I'm tired of fighting the losing battle,
I think we are nearing the end.

So when everything is said and done,
And their lives are filled with hate,
I will be long gone from here,
With the one that I have deemed fate.