Pain

This was written at a time when I was very depressed, but just know that I never cut, or tried to commit suicide.

We've heard it said a thousand times
I think we've got it memorized
"What you see is what you get"
But most people are quick to forget
What I do when I'm depressed and sad
I cover it up and try to act glad
Thinking if I can fool you I can trick my mind
But soon enough I come to find
It never really seems to work
But I still walk around with a forced smirk
So lift my sleeves and everyone see
What your cruelness has done to me
All the cut with ignored pain
It's all at loss, there's nothing to gain
This world is crazy and turning to shit
I really don't think I'm worth it
If you see me depressed don't fret
For when I die you'll soon forget
The pessimistic feeling I brought to all
It soon will be over when I let this knife fall
Into my source, my life, my vain
It's just to get rid of all the pain.