So soon

You left so soon,
I didn’t even get to say goodbye
Now, my heart aches every times I breathe in the air that lets me live,

I don’t want to stay here and be with my friends and family,
I’d give all that up to see you,
To feel your touch and see the smile I have forgotten,
You left me so soon I forgot to breathe,
My only way to live is now caught in my throat,

I don’t want to breathe,
I see no use, because if I let myself do that one thing,
I’d be further away from you,
And that’s the last thing I want,
I just wish I could see you once more,
To tell you I’d give up everything that I once loved and knew,
Just to be with you one last time,

I just want the touch of skin, your hand entwined in mine, your eyes meeting mine one last time,
I want to hear the sound of your voice, the voice I’ve been craving for the six long months,
I want to see your lips curve into my that irresistible smile, for which I have forgotten,
But, instead, I don’t, because it’s the hard truth,
You are gone,
And I am doomed to stay here until it is my time.