Dreaming
The pain is still here,
Nagging at me whenever my guard is down,
I can’t help it when I’m weak,
Everything becomes black,
I hate that I can’t breathe the same air as you,
I know I won’t for a while,
I remember seeing your chest rise and fall,
Now, when I look to your side of the bed,
Nothing is smiling back,
You haunt my dreams,
Changing them into nightmares,
I wasn’t in the mood to say goodbye,
I was pissed that you were going to have fun,
When I stayed home,
I can’t smile anymore,
It’s been a year,
I can still feel you,
You gave me your heart,
And I just threw it away for him,
We don’t even see each other anymore,
He isn’t worth hurting you,
But now you’re 6 feet in the ground,
Not being able to hear me when I say I’m sorry,
If it wasn’t for me,
You’d still be here,
Arms wrapped around my waist,
Kissing me,
I’ll just keep dreaming.
Nagging at me whenever my guard is down,
I can’t help it when I’m weak,
Everything becomes black,
I hate that I can’t breathe the same air as you,
I know I won’t for a while,
I remember seeing your chest rise and fall,
Now, when I look to your side of the bed,
Nothing is smiling back,
You haunt my dreams,
Changing them into nightmares,
I wasn’t in the mood to say goodbye,
I was pissed that you were going to have fun,
When I stayed home,
I can’t smile anymore,
It’s been a year,
I can still feel you,
You gave me your heart,
And I just threw it away for him,
We don’t even see each other anymore,
He isn’t worth hurting you,
But now you’re 6 feet in the ground,
Not being able to hear me when I say I’m sorry,
If it wasn’t for me,
You’d still be here,
Arms wrapped around my waist,
Kissing me,
I’ll just keep dreaming.
♠ ♠ ♠
Some hope in darkness.