First Time Spin

This is the first time.
I have been drunk.
Bry's on the couch.
She's laughing too loud.

We called him.
He didn't answer.

I'm not sure how I am caring.
If my head is so dizzy.

bry's on the couch.
I turn the music louder.

It's all purple
and blue and green.
I am an orange.
I am a pear.
I am an apple.

I want to barf.
God I'm so dizzy.

But somehow this feels good.
Are you still reading this?

I don't feel smart today.
I've never really been kissed.
I've been drunk now.
But no kissing.

No sex either.
I'm a bi girl with no sex.
So sad.
So very very sad.
Kindergarten doesn't count.

The room isn't spinning.
And I want it too.

But I can't have any more.
What is mom comes home.

Mertric is on the radio.
We are think if band names.

And I laugh.
Cos she's funny.
And we are soo purple.
But I want to be orange and red.

I painted a picture.

I don't think your still reading.

spin goes the room.
It worked.
It all worked.