Touch Yourself at Night

No more photographs
Because I burned them all
Because you stabbed my back
When I needed you to catch my fall
You ran away
When I needed you the most
Why would I call you my friend?
When you are someone I loathe

I hope that you choke on your food
Or swallow a cyanide capsule
I hope that no one loves you
And your left alone at your funeral
Why don't you just tie a noose?
And kick your fucking chair back?
Everything you touch just seems to die
So why don't you touch yourself at night?

You're why I write depressing songs
You're the reason for my blood stains
I called you my friend all along
Guess I've been lying to myself
You're why I learned how to tie a noose
You're why I cry in the shower
You're why I lock myself in the bathroom
Look inside the mirror and stare at it for hours

I hope that you choke on your food
Or swallow a cyanide capsule
I hope that no one loves you
And your left alone at your funeral
Why don't you just tie a noose?
And kick your fucking chair back?
Everything you touch just seems to die
So why don't you touch yourself at night?

You did save my life once
But guess what? you are about to end it
You're what happiness once was
Now I lie awake in a coffin
You're why I want to slit my wrists
And never let the wounds heal
It's not like you give a shit
About how I really feel

I hope that you choke on your food
Or swallow a cyanide capsule
I hope that no one loves you
And your left alone at your funeral
Why don't you just tie a noose?
And kick your fucking chair back?
Everything you touch just seems to die
So why don't you touch yourself at night?