my life

My life they dont get
theres sin and tradgedie
theres hope and friends
they think they get it but they dont
they dont understand my thoughts
there not me
they lie straight to my face
and think i dont know
their thoughts running miles an hour
but staying in the same place
not understanding
what they know
thinking what they want but its not the truth
the lies they hurt
i smilebut the inside hurts
i put on a smile to make them think
for just a day that im close to cool
friends they turn to enimies as fast as they come
they fuck up
make you roll over beg for mercy
thinking its fun
but what would happen if they really knew
the truth
behind the lies
the beauty whithin not able to out
thats them thell never know hell