Forgetfulness and Selfishness

The days grow colder and the nights are like ice. It's as if your touch left me frozen and you left me to suffer in the emptiness you led me to believe was my fault. When you sit with your selfishness do you think of me? It's all I can do not to scream in the silence you kept me with. I'm suffocated and lifeless. Are you happy this way? God knows It's only a matter of time before we both crash into the darkness of "forever". You led me away from all that I believed and I am now all alone. Do I deserve this? I killed all hope that we ever had but I was to blind to know. Lets dress this up in something beautiful and poison, like the words you fed me when I was starving for them. Just enough to make me sick, and enough to make me believe i was worthless."This is exactly what I was afraid of." These sleepless nights are the ones that keep me alive. The silence screaming that happiness isn't on my side. My pain burning bright as I slip into thoughts a little less comforting. Thoughts I hope to God with time will fade away. Forgetting and letting go are all the same. Now let's forget, let it go, and walk away.

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