pride

Please this storm is tearin me apart
i know i walkd in
to deafening wind
with a smile plastered on my face
i know it looked so real
i just couldnt take it nomore
driven to the edge of madness
you didnt realize
the tear riden eyes
so bloodshot with fear
i look up to the sky
try to find answers to this life
encoded in the clouds
but once more
god forsakes me
leaves me to be torn
as a shadow of
my former self
and none to know
what died today
faith shaken at its foundation
with nothin left
but a burning vengence
this is then end
angels apear to take me to hell
but i cut them down
golden blood on my hands
i take one
and make him take me to heaven
then kill him too
god! I have come
you forsake your loyal follower!
and leave me to die!
but when i look at him
the blinding lights
melt my flesh away
and i lie there, a skeleton
riden by shame
covered in veils
that hid the fear
the fear of loosing who i was
and now, id become
such a prideful monster
goodbye to all