You

I may only be dreaming
But I nearly swear time stopped
When I looked in your eyes
Such a crippling feeling, 
Not knowing what to say
When I'm looking into them...

Who are you? And why do I feel
So eager to be near you?
Why have all the nightmarish noises that I've grown accustomed to
Suddenly vanished into your voice?

You make me feel so safe,
So beautiful and free;
Too overjoyed for words!
Yet I feel compelled to try...

I lose all sense of time and place
When I'm holding your hand
And my eyes close of their own accord. 

It's becoming increasingly clear to me... and yet I can't put my finger on it.
I put it all together, and then you touch me and it scatters all over again.

What do I want? What do you want? Which is more important to me?
I can't eat, I can't sleep. 
I really don't even want to.

I'm not sad, not upset, not angry
I'm just sick, so lost inside myself
As my thoughts sing and scream a thousand things at once.