Uncontrollable Anxiety
As hard as a rock
but shattered in the blink of an eye
Trying harder to rise above the rest
When I complain and fail over what shouldn't matter.
Standing alone as I dodge every stick
When one finally hits me
It hits me hard
While I slip into a panic room
And the four walls close in on me.
My throat tightens up
forcing me to swallow it down.
Toes curling up against my sneakers
Shaking because I'm in a rush
When in the end it's all too much.
Feeling like an idiot
Now I'm just a hypocrite
Doomed and taking all the blame
I'm trapped inside
My mind bleeding in shame.
but shattered in the blink of an eye
Trying harder to rise above the rest
When I complain and fail over what shouldn't matter.
Standing alone as I dodge every stick
When one finally hits me
It hits me hard
While I slip into a panic room
And the four walls close in on me.
My throat tightens up
forcing me to swallow it down.
Toes curling up against my sneakers
Shaking because I'm in a rush
When in the end it's all too much.
Feeling like an idiot
Now I'm just a hypocrite
Doomed and taking all the blame
I'm trapped inside
My mind bleeding in shame.