Dizzy

Remember when you used to spin around really fast when you were little?
The dizzying feeling was the greatest, especially when you sat down..and the world was still moving around you.
A blur of colors, and you couldn't tell who was sitting next to you
And at that one moment you could feel as if there was a tranquil shield around you, protecting you from whatever it was that made you cry a minute ago
Amusement at its finest.
When was the last time you did that? You don't recall, because now you're all grown.
The world around you is cruel, and you search for that tranquil shield everywhere you go.
You seem not to be able to find it, it is unexistant.
The world is always at a stand-still. The cold cruel nature of people bites hard, and the constricting vines that are the iniquitous ways of life crush you.
Every hit, hits hard
And at times, no one is there to soothe you.
You yearn for the tranquil shield, the blurred colors so very much
But you can't just stop in the middle of the crowd, and start spinning around as fast as possible.
Life is unfair
People are heartless
These are things that can't be changed.