A Brighter Day

You leave me with a broken heart
A few shed tears and a knife in my heart
You leave me with a razor to the wrist for every kiss I'd like to forget
You say to me try and forget me but I can't forget what was supposed to last forever

So I cry
I sit here and weep
Because baby what we had wasn't weak

It wasn't a fragile rose it was love, hard as a stone

But I do as you say I take your words in search of a brighter day

That's when he pulls me into his arms, tells me I'm beautiful his little charm
He shows me off to all his friends
Tells me I'm a keeper and his only one and with that I give my heart to him

Then he whispers in my ear words so beautiful they sound as if for a song and he hugs me and cradles me as he hums a quiet song
But his firey rage couldn't be held as he raised his fist and threw it down on me
I felt as if the whole world had landed on my face as I spiraled to the ground,

Awakening to his tears tells me to keep my secret dear
He says he is sorry and he'll push that him away and with that I leave in search for a brighter day

That's when I see him leaned against the corner
He mumbles sweetest dear let me save you from your tears, your heartache and misery everything you can't long to be
He pulls me in embraces me smiles
But all the while I have held my self away

Scared to open
Scared to love

Scared to be me.
Forever in doubt with love itself

That though I'll learn to regret
Because every nights kiss and every nights spoken I love you he never gotten in return

Awful news approached as I heard he had been choked
Cut and thrown his life merely thrown
Into ashes at my feet as I sit here and weep

Cry for every kiss I can't forget and every spoken i love you I never returned
Begged to have him come back to me as i slashed and tore
Up my wrist and cried at night

I will never feel love again
Not for anyone
For love has betrayed me
Love is killing me

I can't help but to see that everything i do leads to hurting me
I cry for everyone who has hurt me as I shield myself from the world
No i am not a pretty girl
I am a lonely girl crying for love
Crying for need
Crying to bleed

I am not....me
I no longer search for a brighter day,
♠ ♠ ♠
Yea (: