I Cried Today

I cried today.
Haven't done that in awhile.

I've been hurt today.
Someone took my precious smile.

The whole world changed today.
Or at least it seems that way to me.

I think I died today.
Because my soul's no longer clean.

I learned of tragedy today.
It happened in my OWN life.

I feel no one loves me today.
They all hate me in spite.

I hope I fly today.
But this is just false hope.

I learned I have a mother today.
Maybe for once she'll keep that role
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So basically me and my mother despise each other. We have this roller coaster relationship and it's totally annoying. I wish we could have a better relationship, but I'm tired of trying.