Silence In Sorrow

Silent tears are never heard
They're my silent Prayer
I know its coming soon for me
Yet I am never scared

I am scared of you, you see
The cause of all my silent tears
I know I won't be with you again
After all these years

Silence in sorrow
Marking despair
Causing discretion
But you never cared

My silent tears
Are now a loud sound
Letting my despair
Travel around

I'll stand by your grave
With my silent tears
Remembering your discretion
Of all of those years

I stand at my grave
Once in my dreams
Hoping that things
Are better then they seem

So just take a look
At my tear stained face
And look for some hope
There's only pain in its place

When I go to Heaven
I'll stand at the gate
Shaking my head
Knowing its much too late