I wish i had you

I grow without you ,
every candel i blew out ,
from every birthday cake ,
maybe just for my sake you'd pick up the phone ,
instead of sorry im sick ,
u can't sing a lulaby ,
now all i remeber of you ,
is the phone just ring in my ear .
i thought i would always have your trust ,
you hit my mom ,
brusies,scars ,
the times i watched blue clues
in your arms.
Every chirstmas ,
Every new year ,
Every boy ,
Every runaway ,
Every my dads coming what about yours.
Oh i don't have one .
and now that the ,
real bestfriend i have ,
is gone ,
no one will tend to me .
when im in need .
my little brother doesn't remeber your name is it Ted :S
No bro its jed
now that i have said ,
all i could ,
your better off just remebered dead.