The pain i cause to you

As the nights pass by
I see im not worth anything to anyone especially to the one i call my love.
Hearing those words you say when anger fills your body.
Constantly repeating itself in my head.
I broke a record inside my head nothing else plays but those words he had spoken.
I feel as if this planet doesnt need me.
One more girl to care about.
"your the only one i care for"he tells her.
I break down and cry every night when everyone is asleep.
On the left i have a angel sleeping next to me as to my right i have that guy that every girl looks for.
But love doesnt last forever in guys.
Girls dream of that happy family while boys just want a kid and a well paying job.I wasnt meant to be placed on this planet called mother earth.i belong by myself.
Why? That anwset you want so badly 

Well this is why.

Apperantly i ruin people's lifes.
Where would i get such a thing right
Well days ago one person told me
"you would not bring me down just because you dont have anything going in life.You will not ruin mines"

Im not a bitter person
I would never break someone's dreams & goals.
I would bless them for having such a perfect goal.

Unlike mines :/

[MiMi]