Loved You

It feels like I never knew you,
But your face is so predious to me,

How many times have I seen you?
I have your heart in my hands now,
But I don't know what to do with it,

I can't let you slip through my fingers,
Your heart cannot fall to the floor,
Its so fragile in its bledding, beating fury,

Your soul still left pieces of it behind, to comfort me when i cant talk to you,
To hold me when I cant be with you,

I hate that I didnt love you enough,
I'mm sorry I couldnt see you,

I have been chained and bound behind these bars,
Whiloe the light of your growing wishes shone through,
Smelling just like you,

Somewhere deep down I know you'll make the right choice,
In the end,
I won't have to worry,

But even though I want to see you,
What am I going to do when the question is asked of me?

Will I join you?

I want to,

I want you here with me, forever,
You never had to leave, but they wanted you to,
I loved you,

This sickness, this death, it has nothing on you,
Your ropes were cut,
Your glass walls broken,
Your problems solved,

All by one little wish,

To watch over us,

That was your wish all along, wasnt it?