I feel you shaking

Yesterday I woke up screaming and scarcely breathing.
I felt the prescence of you
but inside there was only mosters.
I locked all the doors and barred all the
windows. You knew the lies and heard the hidden tears,
but you didn't stand a chance.

Today I woke up taking deep breaths and burying my fingers
into my pillow.
Still running from the dark and fighting all the demons.
I let you in, and I can tell your frightened.
This time, I feel you shaking as you spread your hands out,
trying to keep them away.

Tomorrow I'll wake up fighting for breath, from laughing at the
shadows and the angry faces.
I'll dance around them smiling and you'll stare at them with hate.
But this time I'll grab your hand and we'll walk away.