Even Now, I Still Can't Believe It, Part 1
It was just a fair 2008
Little did I know that fate
Would drive me to this way
The very reason I write this now
It was, in simple terms, just how
It may have been many a day
But I still remember that wonderful past
When I met you,
The world shined like gold
And that was what began to unfold
The love that was at the time so ripe
Because you were the love of my life
All those beautiful smiles
That lit my day
They never said to go away
All those times from way back
When you were next to me
How my heart felt so free
All those words that you said
How I loved their sweet sound
And that was just the beginning
Of what I had found
You could turn the greyest dull of days
To the greatest, best, full of days
Oh, you probably never knew
Oh, how much I loved you
Those great memories will always last
How you made me fall for you in the past
I thought that it would last forever
There was no pain that I couldn’t weather
…
But came then that fateful day
When you told me to stay away
That it should blow over first
How that felt the absolute worst…
I walked around with a heavy load
Down time, life, and space’s road
I knew I had to write it…
How my love was unrequited
Unrequited love, too hard to soothe
So I tried to cover up the truth
Using every single excuse
And even now,
I still can’t believe it
The way you imploded my heart so well
The way you destroyed my heart like hell
Even now,
I still can’t believe it
I say love is an equal to pain
But it’s the sweet showers of rain
Even now,
I still can’t believe it
I tried too hard to get your love
I could never, ever, get enough
But in the end I wasn’t tough
Even now,
I still can’t believe it.
I can believe the fact it’s unrequited
I can believe that my wish will never come true
I can believe that I still choose to write it
But what I can’t believe
Is how much I loved you
How I would spend hours thinking of you
How my whole life revolves around you
How my perspectives came to be
How much you’ve affected me
Even now,
I still can’t believe it
It’s too late
To articulate
I lost my chance to truly show you how I felt
With my mind in change and my heart in melt
I would think of you and smile
But I remember it’s just a thought on file
I would think of all the times we ever had
Conflictingly bittersweet, happy and sad
...
The ending was left out on purpose
Little did I know that fate
Would drive me to this way
The very reason I write this now
It was, in simple terms, just how
It may have been many a day
But I still remember that wonderful past
When I met you,
The world shined like gold
And that was what began to unfold
The love that was at the time so ripe
Because you were the love of my life
All those beautiful smiles
That lit my day
They never said to go away
All those times from way back
When you were next to me
How my heart felt so free
All those words that you said
How I loved their sweet sound
And that was just the beginning
Of what I had found
You could turn the greyest dull of days
To the greatest, best, full of days
Oh, you probably never knew
Oh, how much I loved you
Those great memories will always last
How you made me fall for you in the past
I thought that it would last forever
There was no pain that I couldn’t weather
…
But came then that fateful day
When you told me to stay away
That it should blow over first
How that felt the absolute worst…
I walked around with a heavy load
Down time, life, and space’s road
I knew I had to write it…
How my love was unrequited
Unrequited love, too hard to soothe
So I tried to cover up the truth
Using every single excuse
And even now,
I still can’t believe it
The way you imploded my heart so well
The way you destroyed my heart like hell
Even now,
I still can’t believe it
I say love is an equal to pain
But it’s the sweet showers of rain
Even now,
I still can’t believe it
I tried too hard to get your love
I could never, ever, get enough
But in the end I wasn’t tough
Even now,
I still can’t believe it.
I can believe the fact it’s unrequited
I can believe that my wish will never come true
I can believe that I still choose to write it
But what I can’t believe
Is how much I loved you
How I would spend hours thinking of you
How my whole life revolves around you
How my perspectives came to be
How much you’ve affected me
Even now,
I still can’t believe it
It’s too late
To articulate
I lost my chance to truly show you how I felt
With my mind in change and my heart in melt
I would think of you and smile
But I remember it’s just a thought on file
I would think of all the times we ever had
Conflictingly bittersweet, happy and sad
...
The ending was left out on purpose