fake smile

Does anybody notice the smile that is plastered on my face fake.Are do they notice but just ignore it because they know its there fault.I've been called many names when she was gone picked on by many a feel alone when the few people left in my world are gone i dont know were to go i dont know what to do ive always been the outcast because ive always been different from you.

You always ask me what is wrong but what can say im sad becuase your gone.

That i have to depend on you to keep me afloat.

So here i am once again trying to make somebody here my screams for help.But still nobody listens so as i sink under the water i look up and see the lst few rays of sun before death comes.