50
50 is the number of pencils broken for you
50 weeks is how long you have dated her
50 is the number of tears I cry
50 looks made your way
50 jelly beans I have shared with you
50 kisses I've seen you share
50 words shared a month
50 shared seconds
50 is the number of times you touch her lap
50 is the number of songs that remind me of you
50 is the amount of years i want to spend with you
50 times I cringe from a broken heart
50 imginary guns held to my head
50 holes punched into my walls
50 pounds lost for you
50 slits on my wrists
...but only 1 killed
50 weeks is how long you have dated her
50 is the number of tears I cry
50 looks made your way
50 jelly beans I have shared with you
50 kisses I've seen you share
50 words shared a month
50 shared seconds
50 is the number of times you touch her lap
50 is the number of songs that remind me of you
50 is the amount of years i want to spend with you
50 times I cringe from a broken heart
50 imginary guns held to my head
50 holes punched into my walls
50 pounds lost for you
50 slits on my wrists
...but only 1 killed