Doubt

There's this voice in my head. He can manifest himslf into a person, but only I can see him. His name you ask? It's doubt. I see my friends doing well in sports. "You'll never be like them." he says and I believe him. I see all these guys with their girlfriends and again he says "You'll never be like them." and like the idiot I am I believe him. I see her in the classroom. I hear myself in my head "Shes so beautiful." but he's right there to challenge my thoughts "What are you talking about!? A girl like that like a guy like you!? You shouldn't try and save yourslef the trouble." and which voice do you think I listen to? I try so hard to not believe that, but in the end he overpowers me and makes me believe him. "Why do I listen to him!!?" I say. Then it hits me. It's not him that's saying these things. He doesn't make me do what I do. It's me. Cause at the end of the day doubt is me. It's the part of me that thinks I'm not worth anything. I don't want to believe it, but it's true. I've learned to control him for the most part, but I still hear him in my head. Let's hope he doesn't stop me from telling her how I feel.