Glass heart

I feel like my heart is made of glass
because it seems to shatter so fast
and never seems to heal from it's past
giving me tears that will always last
and never pass away
because of all the mean things you had to say
after all those nights and days
you forget what we had and you refuse to stay
after all the mistakes I made
trusting you was the biggest off them all
giving you my heart and letting my self fall
nothing to slow me or stall me
nothing keeping me from falling
except ur arms
but they didn't at all keep me from harm
they dropped me and I hit the ground hard
shattering my precious glass heart
as the impact rocked my mind
and broke everything that was inside
of me and nothing seemed right after you lied
to me all those days and nights hard to believe
I thought it was right
for you to have my love up untell we started to fight
and fall apart from my fight or flight
instincs I said mean things
just to cause you pain I was angry
that I was just ur game
nothing more possibly less I wish you stayed
but glad you left
maybe it actually was for the best
but who am I to decide what's right and what's wrong
who am I to write this song
and call you out as what I see you to be after so long
of you being with me after so many days weeks and months so many seconds minutes and hours I can't believe there gone I feel with out power
I feel like a coward letting
you walk away and leaving me with nothing to say
as nights mixed with days
and blood mixed with blades
as memorys mix with the present
and I forget what you use to say
to make me smile every day
at the past we had I smile but at what we have now I cry
I'm so mad that I'm not going to be your guy
nothing left for me to do to hide the pain that seems to exist
inside of me inside of this glass heart
that seems incapable of staying together and always falls apart
kind of like you and I
we seemed to fight but atleast we tried
memorys. Hurt.. But not more then those words..
I don't have a chance you informed me of that
I'll leave now thanks for the poem that's all you helped me with now I'll say go die bitch!
"dont trust those who seem to always question you because they don't trust them selves why should you"

-- Sent from my Palm Pre