It Never Matters

You're never good enough,
For the world that surrounds you.
Names are thrown around:
Emo.
Freak.
The way they look at you.
Your only escape,
Is the blade,
The blood.
The need to feel the loss of yourself.
The way you can let yourself go,
And only feel the pain.
The pain the knife makes.
The pain in your heart goes away.
It never matters if you mean good,
Or if you want something to love.
The way they see it-
You don't deserve anything.