night time story

Lay me down gently look into my eyes lovingly tell me a story

He whispers softly into my ear i dont kno any

Tell me the truth

About how you played the game so well

You made me believe wholeheartedly

Something that you never wanted

Im a project something to play with for now.....never something that was intented on being permanent

The only words that made me stay ''I LOVE YOU'' you would repeatedly say

but ever once did you mean it?......hidden secrets that i wish you would tell

Im already crimson and blue from the last the one who showed me that i would never be anything more than what any guy wants me to be...Other than my body i am nothing

''TELL ME''!!!!i cry i shout

He looks but never fully understanding that i knew all along but needing to feel worthy i played along

Make my bruises go away my heart wont live with out the sense of knowing ur there.Yea its sick but look at me i rather have u treat me more as nothing but shit than not having u at all...You only do the things u do becuz u kno i will easily forgive.It kills me more everyday that i surpress the truth that u will never truly love me......impossible the wounds wont heal they just vanish for the time being.HEArt plastered openly on my chest so when u go to break it there wont be any trouble....So please tell me a story about how this is a game an play.....your the main character the one evryone adores....nothing u do can b at fault....tell me a story...the truth hanging on your tognue but never passing ur lips...they crash into mine make me urs ....though im nothing make me feel like it...Tell me the story.......why there is a blood trail behind me from the wound in my heart that im not strong enough to close myself becuz i need u for the oxygen something i dont deserve...Head hanging low.....u have all of me...tell me the story..the truth...the reason why im dying slowly....tell me the story....plz that is my hearts dying wish.....<3 MISCHA

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