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They say it's a blessing to be different
Misunderstood,
With no one on your side
They say it'll pay off in the end
They say this storm will pass
That I should operate in optimism
Why would I fuel myself of false hope and lies?
It's a curse to know that no one cares
You call it honesty? Your honesty is unwelcome. I didn't need more rejection and pain. 
All you did was flood the river that I cry every night. 
And to you, the ugly little liar
I want to make you physically feel my emotional pain
I can't believe they trust you
I'm glad I never did
But, oh, I won't forget my joker
The double-faced card that no one wants
I see you trying to get back inside to eat me alive, from the inside out
It almost amuses me how you expect me to be happy
With the things you think you know, that I'll be just fine. 
I'll say it loud and clear
I'm a mess. I'm a wreck.
Are you happy now?