Absolute Disaster Around Me...

With each slice I take
Is a slice at my mistake.
I never meant to hurt you
Because I'm too embarrassed to
Tell you how special you were to me.
I have drowned in the tea
That I have cried
Because no matter how hard I tried
I never was good enough for you.
I am going to miss you too.

So, here is me saying goodbye
As I jump off a cliff and fly.
I just wanted to make you happy
But it was unaccomplished by me.
My life hangs on with seconds to spare.
I just wanted to let you know that I still care.
I know I have treated you like poo
But I will always love you...