All For You

You know…
I find you absolutely fascinating,
Gorgeous even…
Only if you thought so too,
Only if you could see how I see you,
Beautiful, Smart, even terrifying,
I would do absolutely anything just to see you smile.
Not a smirk,
Or that dorky face you make when you think something is funny,
I want that light pink
That swarms your cheeks,
That shy side glance that follows,
Only god would make something so…
So spectacular.
If you could have me…
Would you even want me?
I’d give it all for you.
This cold heart that beats,
That beats the blood of people…
People that I’ve consumed
Without your knowledge.
Do you truly know what I am?
Do you know how much pain I’m really in to see you look at me?
That look with so much… tenderness and worry.
We’re opposites, you and I.
You have those bright wings
That shine so brilliantly and effortlessly,
A halo over that innocent face of yours
And such bright eyes…
Filled with such passion.
The complete opposite of me…
My wings are dark,
They have tears and thorns
That illuminate hatred as well as fear.
I have horns,
Not only as a curse form Lucifer,
But I reminder that I am all that is evil,
My eyes hold no more life
But I’d still give it all for you…
♠ ♠ ♠
I wrote this as one of my characters...
but still I like it