Tiny violin

Its been a while
but she's suddenly so emotional
deep breaths, snap snap rubber bands
Not quite enough
She thinks about the tiny violin

Confused, a few pouts shy of a smile
she starts to cry
deep breaths, snap snap rubber bands
Doesn't solve a thing.
She thinks about the tiny violin.

The happiness of him
has been a slight distraction for a while
she almost forgot
about the tiny violin

Secret promises to yourself
I wont, practice my tiny violin
I dont need it, its not natural
I dont need it
but she's still thinking about the tiny violin

Finally, breaking point
I've had enough of this.
She's blurry eyed
tears stinging her eyes
the salt running down her cheeks
shes secretly begging for the tiny violin.

Deep breaths, rubber bands snap snap
She reaches for that tiny violin.
The stinging metal pulls against her skin
small cut, blood trickles out
finally the urging feelings
the relief of that violin
she's feeling the melancholly depression slowly
fade away, just holding the voilin...

She plays a tiny violin on her arm, with a razor.
She plays a tiny violin, on her arm with a razor.
deep breaths
snap snap rubber bands.