Remembrance

Is this wrong
Or is it right
This word love
It evokes a thunder within my heart
A freezing rush of painful memories
Gliding gently across the lens of sight
Some where it happened in these memories
This word love
But is it love
If it's not loved back

What a waste
I know
This word love
To love and not loved
But this nightmare
I fear
Has turned me to not love
My heart rages in fire to think like him
I dont want to become him

Now I'm the one
I am the pain
This cracked shell
It only wishes to be free of the sand
But i am the pain
So why don't I care
I am the pain
Why don't I care
I'm in pain