an angels voice

I've be optioned to many things ..
so much crazy shit ..
where do i fucking sit ..
they drive me to one thing then another ...
but it's that beautiful angels voice ..
her hair with a little daisy inside ..
then all of a sudden im given a devils choice ..
my mouth feels on fire but yet so moist ..
witch one to pick ..
oh man do i feel sick ..
i love that i hate this ..
im so messed ..
and all my mistakes ...
i was told to forgive and forget ..
but i cant .. do it ..
when im so upset