F You.

This is who I am, so furious that I’m silent
Even if I wanted to I know I can’t be violent
I’ve tried to let it out, but words won’t make a sound
I’m drinking and I’m making love while the room it spins around

I’m holding in my anger, I’m holding in my breath
A war within me rages, until there’s nothing left
I drink away the poison, that makes me cold and numb
Yes my dear, it’s because of you this is who I’ve become

I hate the things you’ve done to me, you left me on the floor
You sick, sadistic monstrous beast kept coming back for more
I mean nothing to you, you heartless little brat
The only thing you loved to love was my innocent little cat

But you’ve ruined me you sadist; I hope you’re fucking happy
Don’t you turn away from me and claim I’m being snappy
What the fuck did you expect; you worthless little slut
Because all you ever wanted was a piece of my butt

Don’t try to deny it, you pathetic little liar
I’ve heard all your excuses and think you should drown in fire
I’m done with you, you’re finished, this is the end for me
You mean absolutely nothing, and now thank God I’m free

I’m not going to waste my time on thoughts of you and I
I’m not going to waste my life with hopes that I should die
I’m moving on to things, of bigger and better standing
Finally I can say that it is you that I’m abandoning.

So goodbye my love, remember, in the end it’s you who’s lost
I feel sorry for you, for I’m the one that you have crossed.