Insanity...(I just Don't Know)

I just don't know
The thirst is unbearable
Light sensitivity is high
I don't like people
Ugh i just don't know

I feel awkward
Like I'm going insane
I don't fit-in in this world
I just don't know

Wishing for the impossible things
Wishing is the fruit of my insanity
I wish for black wings
I just don't know

I hate that not knowing is a part of insanity
well,,, it brings an awkward comfort
Sometimes not knowing is pure Beauty
But i just don't know.