Why Do I Love You?

Why do I love you?
The feelings aren't mutual
Not at all
How is that fair?

Your older than I
Your a better person than I
We'll never be together

You think of me as a cousin
I think of you as my love
My one and only, I guess.

Sounds silly, right?
Stupid even.
A 13 year old girl head over heals for an 18 year old guy
Psh, yeah right.

Your nightmare is my reality
Loving someone who will never love you back
Honey, I'm living that.

You know though, don't you?
Of course you do
I told you
You promised to always be my friend
Promises are a bunch of B.S. to me

Older, nicer, better than I
It's hardly fair
So, pray tell,
Why Do I Love You?