Almost Feels Okay

I’ve finally let it out, but you’re screaming out for more
I’m finally letting go, that you got me on the floor
You’re an instigating child, but I don’t wish to fight
I have found another that has pulled me to the light

I know it’s entertaining to make me feel pain
But I won’t admit it, because you will have gained
Some sick, sadistic happiness, from causing me this rage
But I’m escaping from you, I’m flying far away from your cage

I think I feel ok now, despite the things you try
Deep down I think and know that you have cried as much as I
And you can’t let it go now, I’m killing you inside
No you won’t admit it because of all your pride

But when I’m keeping this in mind, it kind of makes me smile
You won’t find a girl like me or any for a while
While I’m off and having fun, you’re sitting all alone
For I have friends to comfort me and for that I raise my tone

In gratefulness, in thankfulness that my life is so grand
I am out with all my friends, who you can barely stand
You know what, I’m happy, that I’m not anti-social
You turn to all your stupid games and juvenile rationale

At least I have some friends and not just a computer screen
At least I have experience and know how to be mean
You think you’re being hurtful dear, well now I serve you back
It’s funny I’m not even trying to serve you an attack.

You’re alone, with no one there, I hope you’re having fun
For yes, we’ll never get back and this I know can’t be undone
You’re not good enough for me, which is why I did some things
To hurt you in the past and how I came to rip your wings

You’re no angel any more, let alone a God
I have found much better now, now that I’ve looked abroad.
So go ahead and try to find another you can use
Hopefully she’ll run away and not take the abuse

Try to taunt me all you want, but you’ve nothing on me
I am not alone, I am something, I am free
I am not worthless anymore, despite you tried to make me so
I’ll see you in hell my dear, for it is there that you will go.