A love toys poem

Want to scream in his face.
I want to shout out at him.
I want to yell at his back.
I cry my eyes out with just the memories.
I taste the blood of my bleeding heart.
I scratch the already bleeding cuts.
The things I go threw just being in love with you.
You broke me.
You fixed me.
Then came back and broke me again.
My pain.
My horror.
My love.
My trust.
I gave them all to you.
You threw them to the less worthy.
The things I've been threw just loving you.
My pounding heart.
My teary eyes.
My mournful cries.
Ignored by your lies.
Pull the string and she shall walk.
Is that what you thought?
I loved you.
I love you still.
My almost forgotten memories of you and me, coming out unwanted.
My torn heart coming together in hope you'd come back.
My scars.
My pain.
My heart.
My cries for you.
The things I'm going threw, for loving you.
I want to curse you.
I want to shame you.
Iwant to hurt you.
I want to HATE you.
But no matter how hard I try my efforts lost for loving you.
The pain I forever have from loving you.
Forgetting. Forgotten. Neither worth the pain in loosing you again.
A Toys love poem, worth nothing to the owner.