used

this time i disearved it
i set myself up for a re-play
how dare you take advantage of me
i was the only one standing there beside you
when the walls came crashing down
you used and distroyed
i trusted and smiled
they tell me not to regret, just to forget
but that would leave me open
for the next illounist that sees me broken
i'v given up on getting ride of
the nervouse shake and cold sweats
it's usless to believe it will be decent
it's pointless to think i can be happy with out consiquence
giving up looking for a smile thats true at heart
happiness is a lucid fleeting word
and faith hold no baring
love is a luxurary i just can't afford
life is becoming unbarable
and the river waters are washing my dead soul along the banks
the rushing water red with my blood
it's not ok
used and diseaved i stand distroyed
defeated and broken i cry
depressed and blantenly surprised i shatter
broken and confused i wonder
your just another past
and drug
another user
i trusted you
i was nieved
i get it, please just go...