Hanna

I'm so sorry I let the blade fall to my wrists
I'm so sorry I didn't stop the blood flow
I'm so sorry the pain I just couldn't resist
I'm so sorry I didn't keep my control
When it happens me adrenaline rises
When it happens I feel so ashamed
When it happens the peace, natural reason defies
When it happens I hate my self all the same

But please don't go...
I can't stand alone...
I haven't lost you yet...
And I sure hope I can't...
You've never left me before
Even when I can't get off the floor
Please don't let me go
I promise I'll find hope
Just please... don't... leave
Hanna please, don't, leave.