nightmares

these nightmares keep coming back
haunting me.
no where to run, no where to hide,
either way they will get to me.

i try and try to push them away
but they just wont leave...

they make me cry
they make me scream
they make me just want to die

flashbacks of that late afternoon
haunt me in my dreams.
i dont want to see them
i dont want to remember,

just leave me alone.

the violence
the swearing
the punching
the smashed windows
the blood
the knife
the running

i dont want these nightmares
i dont i dont !

all i want is to die. then mabey they will go away
yeah mabey...