I Don't Understand Too

Is this a bad thing?
I'm hiding here,
Don't tell anyone,
Don't let them appear.

They wouldn't understand,
I want to be alone,
In the dark,
An unknown.

I see a lot of darkness,
I let it take me,
I don't like this,
I want to be free.

There are chains around my ankles,
And they won't let me go,
I want to get away,
But to where I wouldn't know.

If I did get out,
They'd see who I am,
They wouldn't understand,
I couldn't keep calm.

Do you know who I am?
I'm afraid I don't,
I want to get up and walk,
But for some reason I won't.

Maybe it's because I can't,
Or maybe it's because of you,
You wouldn't understand,
Or know what to do.

It's ok because I don't either,
I need a helping hand,
But I don't think there's anyone out there,
Who would even try to understand.