Numb

I'm still alive
Yet somehow I feel dead
This big, empty hole
tearing up my soul

What have I become?
The mirror always lies.
Is there even a point,
why I am still alive?

The time is there,
but no meaning.
Why would I surrender?
If there's nothing to give up on.

I'm still alive.
Still I feel dead.
Should I be awake?
I don't even care.