It Doesn't Matter

Why do I feel horrible about granting my friend happiness?
Yes,
I’ve been in love with the guy since I’ve met him,
And he is the only one that has truly brought me out of my depression,
But isn’t their happiness worth so much more?
So let them flirt,
Make them happy,
They deserve it.
I’ll just be on the sidelines looking in,
Having each move take a different part of my soul.
My happiness will shatter,
But that’s not a high price to pay if it makes you happy.
Yes,
You make me calm when we’re alone together,
You actually brought me fully out of my depression,
But I don’t make you happy.
At least,
That’s what it seems.
So don’t worry about me,
I’ll suffer in my misery and longing if that’s what makes you happy