Blindness Will Kill Me

Can't you see how much you're hurting me?
All you have to do is look,
It's obvious.
You can't have it both.
Either go out with her, stop flirting, or lose me as a friend.
I can't fucking take it.
It kills me to see you with her.
She's my friend too,
Which makes it so much worse.
I want you,
That will never be a question.
But I won't ever have you.
Knowing that kills my self confidence,
More than it already was.
You're breaking me into bits and pieces,
Taking some parts,
While leaving others to the rats and vermin of the streets.
Please,
Stop breaking me and just see that I fucking love you.