Spinning

My head spinning round and round
Feelings for him, feelings for you
He is here you are not
But I cant be with either of you
You are clearly perfect for me
As i am to you
I cant wait to see the day I finally see you face to face
Or even hear those three words "I love you"
Those three words so pure , so calming
Why can I never hear those words from someone that means it?
Counting the days till i will see you
Could me months... years
All I know is that I will be with you