Dream

please... wake me up.
i am living a life of lies and i have died too many times to live again.
i am in a dream where i can not wake from.
i am a Atheist, and i am tired of lying.
so do me a favor and kill me now, before the darkness takes me.
i want to stop the pain, but it is no good. the pain wont stop.
living now is too much to bare, all the pain and suffering i have caused, it will end here and now.