My Disease

I feel euphoric,
Like I could fly,
Run for miles,
And not die,
This feeling so great,
Only lasts a while,
Before I fall,
My wings torn,
Falling from the sky,
Mood plummeting,
Becoming suicidal,
I want to die,
Blue screen,
No thoughts,
Only the razor,
And up we go up again,
Euphoria's back,
Riding a roller coaster,
Blindfolded,
Never know when you're up or down...