I wish...

I wish I had my razor blade,
So sharp and to the point.

I wish I had my razor blade,
To tear these veins apart.

I wish I had my razor blade,
To take this pain away.

I wish I had my razor blade,
To tame this manic crave.

I wish I had my razor blade,
To drown these awful thoughts,

I wish I had my razor blade,
My friend through all these years.

I wish I had my razor blade,
To relieve me of this fear.

I finally got my razor blade,
And this pain has disappeared...