Now Call Home

What do i do?
Slowly and slowly
My friends escape my grasp
Leaving me further and further in this hell.
I can't stop what i feel
I can't control the pain i hide.
I try to be strong
Fore that is what i'm told to do
"Be strong"
"Suck it up"
"Deal with it and move on"
I don't think they get
Just how hurt i am.
Everynight i cry
And everynight i die
A little bit more inside.
The darkness creeps over me
Holding me tight
I can't escape it's painful grasp.
It's hands over my throat.
Save me!
Save me someone!
No one can hear my screams.
I'm left alone
Forever to dwell
In the darkness i now call home...